The real BYE

every now and then, i asked myself if i have fallen too deep for you that i couldn't stop thinking bout you even when i left you. here i am struggling with my thoughts, there you are leaving me. i don't know when did i become a stranger to you, when did i meant nothing to you. you changed.you don't even tell me things. yes, i left you. but isn't that like a test to see how strong is our love? well, if that's so, it kinda funny to believe we will last long. simple trust isn't there.well, i realize, perhaps i mean nothing to you in the first place.making myself a fool thinking that i hurt you a lot. it seems like you are fine without me, you are alright with the life now without me. you are still living in your lalaworld. the short 12 days can change everything. including you and the feeling. well, it's not worth fighting anymore yeah. i'm JUST a FOOL to you  yeah. perhaps you don't even bother to read my blog. LAUGHS. can. bye.